Cause i win like a man,
And i lose like one.
A dissapointment.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 7:31 PM
Guess what? i dissapoint my mum again. yeah, it felt awkward and so useless. I went to school as per normal today and i was called by the announcement because of something i did. as usual i was furious and kept talking back to the teacher. Damn i swear i was about to put my fist on the teacher's cheek. He played with nerve. but i pull myself together and kept on argueing. all eyes were looking at me. Like im a huge issues to the school. i defend whats right. but in the end, they called mummy and start telling things that i dont know. The next thing happened, i was called as mummy wanna talk to me. i didnt think of anything and i am still hot burning inside. my fist were still ready to go and my throat is able to shout at anyone. But then, when i grab the phone and put it on my ears, i felt cold and weak. tears start to drop infront of all the teachers and schoolmates. Guess what? mummy scold me with all the vulgarities that only my friend used towards me. If that were you, will you be the same? she said that im not her son and will never regard me as one. well, there you have it. my own mum's word. A huge dissapointment to her. larger that the one i felt. Im not mad at her, I regret. over a small thing mummy, whye be soo harsh ?? well i'll take your words aites? im sorry. one day i'll leave u alone. im sorry .i really am.
I Love You Mummy..